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Sowing hoes?
April 15, 2013
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If I’m going to reap what I sow and I’m constantly getting oral, then I might reap a hoe. That’s a no go. You see I want a wife one day. I want to look at her and then tell my daughters that she has set a high standard to attain. I don’t want her example to be the one to blame when our child’s body has been defamed by a boy who swooned her with false claims. I want a wife that I can lie with on my wedding night and not have to worry whether the passage between her thighs remains tight. I want to smile knowing that neither of us has ever experienced anything like sex. So I’m trying to watch what I sow now. For I fear that if I carelessly sow seeds that could have potentially produced trees, I may in fact end up with weeds. And those weeds would flourish in accordance with the choices I’d continue to make. I quickly realized that if I wanted a queen, then I would have to stay far far away from the party scene. Because I know the girl of my dreams won’t be dancing around talking about #twerkteam.
I understand that the quality of a women/man is relative. You’d probably say, “It’s cool if she only had sex with him.” But that’s only because you are probably thinking about all the other girls you’re currently smashing. Up until this point, nothing for you has really been “lasting”, so the last thing you would need is for your girl to be a virgin. As long as she wasn’t with him and him and him and him (and as the list goes on Lord please forgive her sins), you are cool with that. But I want to take a different path. I want a bad chick. Please excuse my french, but don’t confuse that with a bad bitch. I want a girl whose standards are more than average. I want to reap the kind of girl not just any guy could step to, so as of late, I’ve been trying to sow seeds for you…
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I’m not one to fall for anyone. So I suppose I can say that I stumbled for a guy. He didn’t want to be with me although he was more interested about the idea then I initially was. Today I saw his girl on a social site that read i love her at the bottem. And that instantly made me feel like I was the problem when it came to guys. Rejection seems to always viciously stab me in the heart but the funny thing is, I dont go looking for it. They come to me but eventually would turn their backs and leave me. I texted my friend and told her I found out the reason why he faded out so quickly and he loves her. She replies back with “it’s because he’s getting some” and right there I was reminded that the main reason why it didn’t workout with him…with any of them, was because of my personal preference on sex. I mean who could live without it right. It seems physically impossible. But after 22 years I’m living proof that it can be done and by being almost a rarity in this I should be proud. Why feel hopeless with love because the majority of people feel it shouldn’t be a big deal. It’s another form of love share it with everyone! Right? No. I’m good with all that, I’ve made my own path with several other things in life why change now because I’m afraid I might be lonely. Because somewhere there are still men out there who has or is fighting to have the same mentality as you. Who wants the same woman for their future as you. Thanks for this, it couldn’t have been posted up any sooner!!!
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No problem. And I wouldn’t settle because although I have made my mistakes I have seen that it is possible not to have sex until married after 20 years of life as well.
[Inserts snaps here! ] very well said!!
Tabitha Lewis
May 31, 2013
haha Thanks Tab
Wow. I’ve always thought about this concept,this idea, and for you to put this into such eloquent words…I am amazed. I love your stance on this pressing issue in the youth community. You really “just gave me life”! I loved it.
Anon
June 23, 2013
Lol I appreciate it. Their just my thoughts.
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