Remember Me

May 11, 2018

Remember me at 23. Still a V with long lost purity. Two virgins, so that’s two virginity’s. No longer speak just post on Instagram for me to see. Write out everything when I start feeling, so I don’t take it out on my body. Do you consider me a tragedy? Now we’re all seeing hazy. I got attached to you emotionally and to you sexually, but I can’t let that take control of me. Searching everyday for the peace I need; 24 opened a new door for me, but we said we’d depart in peace. Now your on my FB feed using blog posts to manipulate me. Take a left; 25 is around the corner. I can’t lose anymore honor. Remember me. When you graduate with your degree just remember me. When you get your R.D just remember me. When I’m off an SPT just remember me. When you get your M.D just remember me. When that random 213 pop on your screen please remember me. A misunderstood being. I look face to face at the real me; then I smile as I lean forward to embrace everything. You say you hate me then excuse yourself because you’re an emotional being. Why did you still want to date me once I said we’re finished dating? Wasn’t I controlling? Now your spreading that around; why are you trolling me? Try to make love not enemy. Focused on myself so you can envy me instead of empty me. I’m a sensitive being. It’s hard to decipher when you’re speaking truth or when you’re speaking off a feeling. Keep it real with me. There’s no obligation bro you don’t have to deal with me. They try to feminize me, but when I don’t bend they vilify me. You’ll be like 643 miles from me. And you’re just down the road between 1 mile and 3. From “I love you” to unable to stand me. What pushes men to this degree? I don’t know, but just remember me. Peace.