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A lot of energy has been expended. So now we put our guards up because we must conserve everything that is left of us. Not much. We have become pain stakened. “Lonely or alone?”, those are two totally different statements. Just be patient. It’s just something about this present congregation aka my generation. I’m just saying. In accordance with Adam and Eve, my generation conceived the notion that “we were meant to be”…together. The junction of him and her would last forever. This kind of commitment would need love however. What is love though? Can we despise ourselves yet love another? Can we chastise our being yet love the others? He was broken, but his arms were left wide open to receive her…and she was a dreamer. She dreamed that he would be different from the other guys. And although he let go of his other ties with women, he was still slipping. Cause he was still gripping, another girls behind in his mind, but it’s fine. She was a dime! Then his conscience would bite him, and he would give in and tell his girl that he was mentally sinning. She would respond, “You can cheat on me, but just don’t leave me. You know I’d do anything to appease thee!” He’d say, “Oh for real? Cool, get down on your knees b.” It was tragic, how her moral code just disappeared like magic. The next thing you know he was an addict, and he spent the rest of the relationship trying to cut the habit. He swung at immorality like he was at Lambrick! Stop the madness! He knew there would be no exchange after he got some brain, so why complain? Well, because she told him it was okay. Girl what are you saying? “I can’t risk the loss. Too much energy has been expended.” Oh, so we should go on pretending we’re going to work this out? “What’s the problem dear? Every time it happens now…I get aroused!” Please close your mouth. I’m trying to leave you with something to hold onto. “It’s too late for that. I belong to you.”
Sooner than later the rationale came through, and he sat there thinking what the hell to do. She was unmoved as he presented his case. In a moment, all the good things he had done for her would suddenly be erased from her memory. She silently repeated to herself, “You can cheat on me, but just don’t leave me. You know I’d do anything to appease thee!” He’d have flashbacks of the times he’d say, “Babe pretty please, drop down to your knees. Could you do it just for me?” This conversation was not going on in real life however. She just stood listening to him state his claims. They all registered as excuses, and all she could think was, “How could he do this?” But they came to a consensus. They agreed to part ways for the summer and pray to Allah for the answers and just hope that he would answer. He got back to them. They had no future in store…. A lot of energy had been expended. Now they have their guards up in order to conserve everything that is left of them.
Be careful…cause it’s not much…
She is dreaming, a smile lights up her face
oh what a perfect place, what a perfect place
she is in.
It’s an unconscious state, where she loves
her face, she loves her hair, all of what’s there
she love herself.
But what a place to be, far from reality, it’s her dream,
it’s her dream, and she’s a queen.
He is working, eight to eight can life get any faster, his home life’s a disaster, such a disaster, unreal as real could be.
You see, he’s a king, he has everything, a wife and treasures, odd earthly pleasures, he loves his life.
Sad though it may seem, his life’s also a dream, but instead it’s just lived through his computer screen.
So what I’m trying to say is, we must learn today, to love ourselves, before we can love anybody else.
I hope you guys had a great day this Martin Luther King/Inauguration Day. I also hope this song gives you some encouragement. (I accidently repeated the second chorus twice but you can just read the lyrics lol)
We all hope and, we all dream of
Something better, better in foresight,
That is our futures, we’d love to find, find
Greatness, greatness in our lives
So we ask today, that you help us,
And guide us, fight our battles,
Hear us Lord as we say, this prayer,
We’re scared, for we know we can’t win ourselves
Often times think, we’re all knowing,
And going, to lives as we please,
We think we’ve made it, but the truth is,
Life’s journey, is just getting started
So please lend us your hand, cause we need you
We’re no match for, what lies ahead for us
And no one can promise us success,
So we ask for your blessing, and that you would help us with…(insert prayer request)
Pretty simple song. Still working on my, vocals, falsettos, and air in my voice, but this will do for the moment.
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